Supposedly less than 3 weeks to go now!  We’ll see….  Today we went out and put the “bases” for the carseat in our cars today.  I’m hoping we have it done right.  Maybe we can have someone check it at the hospital.  Still a little scared of the “labor” part of it. 

Yesterday I went to a Pampered Chef party, that was fun.  Got to eat some “Jerk Chicken Nachos”.  David would’ve liked those.  Bought more stuff as usual.  Oh well, nothing a couple hours of overtime won’t pay for.  However, I feel I am pretty much overtimed out right now.  I’m thinking that I won’t be doing much of it now until I come back from Maternity Leave.   I can’t believe I could be a Mom any day now!  It just feels surreal.  I was sitting on my bed working on some homework for school the other night and I started thinking, soon, this will not be as easy.  Soon there will be a screaming child in the next room and our house will lose it’s “quietness”.  With just David and I living here for the last 5 years, it is going to be strange to have someone new in the house.  Even though we have a dog and 3 cats, they are pretty quiet most of the time.  I had to record the narration to a powerpoint presentation the other day and I decided that maybe Kendall’s room would be the best place to record it because it is quiet in there, and I love going in there and sitting in the glider chair and smelling that baby item smell.  It’s going to a big change in our lives!

Almost done with my 13th class for school!  Wednesday is the last day of this class, and as usual, I am working hard to just pass the class and get it over with.  A couple more assignments and it will be complete.  Just hoping that I am doing well enough in it to get my credits for it and move on to the next one.  I really wish I could’ve taken this quarter off, but my classes are in a 2 year rotation and if I skip one or two, I have to wait another 2 years for the class to come back around, or try to find a course at another school to fill in the gap in order to complete the degree. 

Well, nesting calls…..  I still have a few things I want to do before baby comes.  You know how the cleaning goes.  How you want your house perfect before baby gets here (or should I say the parents and in-laws), baby doesn’t really care about the house being clean!

Well, I have two more modules for my class right now.  This one is the biggest one, there are 5 assignments to this one, including a narrated Power Point presentation.  I’m just starting on my assignments, they are due on Friday, but I wanted to get a big jump start on them, especially the Power Point Presentation. 

Pregnancy is going well so far, but this child is getting very big!  These are definitely the “dog days” of pregnancy.  On Tuesday, I will be 37 weeks, which means he will be considered full term then.  I have had some foot and ankle swelling, hip and pelvic pain, and lots of pressure and Braxton Hicks contractions.  I know this may sound crazy, but there are moments when he gets moving around in there so much, I worry he is going to break the “water” trying to get out!  I think he must be getting uncomfortable in there, not enough room to move.  I am resolving myself to the “impending doom” of Labor.  I know it is coming and it is not going to be pleasant.  I’m praying to God to go easy on me!    I am always scared of the unknown and this is a big UNKNOWN in my life right now.  I realize it is a natural process just like the “monthly” visitor that has been absent from my life for about 8 months now (boy has that been nice!), but I get the feeling that paybacks for lost time are hell?  I think the art of pregnancy is to make women so uncomfortable with this huge baby inside them that they don’t care what they have to go through to get it out?  Sleeping is one of my favorite passtimes, but even sleeping is not so easy, as it seems like I wake up every half an hour to visit the bathroom!  Oh well, I must remember that I am fortunate to be expecting what I hope is going to be a beautiful child.  Remind of how beautiful my child is when he is 2 and telling me “No!” every few minutes, or when he is a teenager and screams at me for not letting him take the car, or wanting to wear something that I find inappropriate, or wanting to stay out past ten o’clock on a school night.  Yes, the joys of parenthood only start with something called LABOR!  I do have moments that I look at this big ol’ belly and go, “What did I get myself into?”  With that said though, the room is ready for him.  His clothes are all neatly put away, the diaper bag is packed and in the stroller for him.  (I have not packed my own bag just yet though.)  I guess I should be doing that soon hunh? 

Nesting is in full swing also.  My husband keeps asking me why we are cleaning so many things, and I said because when this baby comes, people are going to descend on our house like mad, so let’s make it “semi-clean” for them and for us when we come home.  It’s funny because one of my colleagues is pregnant and due any moment, and she said it is weird the way you just want to get rid of “cludder”.  Most of the time you think twice about throwing something out, but when you are pregnant and want to get rid of something, the garbage man is so handy!  They come right to your house and remove all unwanted things from the curb!  It’s wonderful.  I think tomorrow we are going to be going through some cupboards and pitching some things.  We need to create a “baby cupboard” to put bottles and bowls and of course eventually food in for him.  So, we will need to condense and create a space out there for him also. 

 Well, I suppose I should get back to school work, however, I’m really feeling the need for a nap right now! 

~sn

I just finished my first assignment of this new quarter.   I know I say this everytime, but I so can’t wait to be done with school!  This is my 13th class of 18, so only 2 more quarters to go after this one. 

Today starts my 34th week of pregnancy too!  I am feeling really full most of the time!  He is getting crazy big now!  I am starting to experience some of the symptoms of late pregnancy now.  Last Wednesday, I said to my husband, “my socks feel tight!”  We looked down and my ankles were SUPER swollen, then Sunday night, it disappeared just as fast as it happened!  Sometimes my bladder feels like it is being squeezed like a lemon, and I also feel pressure on my sternum every so often too.  Friday, I had Braxton Hicks contractions and that kind of scared me.  They didn’t hurt or anything, but they were coming pretty regularly for a little while and I felt somewhat nauseated.  So, it was a little scary, I took a nap and they went away though.  The nursery is pretty much ready.  He has TONS of clothes, so this had better be a boy or, I told Jamie (dog) I would cut holes for his tail and he would be really well dressed for a while!  Poor dog!  He does have his own sweater and sweatshirt, and he isn’t too fond of wearing clothes! 

At work, they just opened the new “Health Living Center” which is pretty much a state of the art gym for us employees!  It is AWESOME!  There are two olympic sized pools and being pregnant, water aerobics classes sounded kind of good to me, so I have been to a couple now and I really like it!  There are 4 floors!  There is a track, tons of equipment, and of course the pools.  Not to mention they have ‘out of this world’ showers too!  I am usually a little cold after the aerobics class and I pretty much run to the showers and stay there for like a half an hour!  Unlimited hot water and perfect rain like showerheads, who could ask for more?  I could stay forever!  There is a steam room and a whirlpool too, but I am not allowed to stay in there long, as you know, because I could “pressure cook” someone in the process, so I have gone into the steam room, for a couple of minutes and came out.  Feels good, for a couple minutes, just to breathe in a little steam.  I really want in that whirlpool, but I know I’d better not!  So, for a couple more months, I will have to just resort to my long soothing showers.

Well, I am running out of things to write for now, just figured I would add something in here for anyone interested in reading it!

~sn

You know how you do something and you know it is your fault for not planning ahead, but you still need to take the time to complain about it? 

 Here goes!  First of all, did I mention how much I am tired of SCHOOL right now?  One more Week and I am done for a few weeks!  Now just so you know I didn’t wait for the “last possible minute”.  I did start my assignment last night and it was due tonight, but they usually don’t take me very long to do.  I figured I would only need about an hour tonight to complete it and I budgeted more like 2 1/2 hours, so I was a little shocked that it was taking me so long.  They sent us to a website to go through tutorials on the VA’s computer system.  Last night I rather enjoyed it.  The speaker was really good and very easy to understand.  Tonight was a totally different scenario!  “Press this key, press that key, go jump in a lake!”  I was not following it very well at all.  In fact, I pretty much bombed the assignment because I couldn’t find the answers to the last three questions.  I need 34.5 points to pass this class and since there are about 80 still possible, I am not going to worry about it too much!  Some of the assignments you just don’t get anything out of, I can chalk that up as one of them!  The assignment has to be submitted at 11:55, well, that’s when I submitted it 11:55 on the dot!  It was just completely frustrating!  I’m having a lot of those moments lately!

Last weekend was Labor and Delivery class.  You know what?  It just reaffirmed what I already knew!  Give me the drugs darn it!  I have had surgery several times in my life already, so I am not a big advocate for pain!  I have no desire to feel like my stomach, and a few other parts are going to just rip right out of me.  I will be very happy to see the little guy though when he finally arrives.  —I think I wrote this on August 21st, and at this point, I spilled Coke all over my laptop!  So, I had to close down the computer very quickly!  Thank God, there was no harm done and the computer just needed to dry out, at first my keyboard wouldn’t work though.  Whew!  That was a close one.  Do you think Dell gets a lot of those calls?  “Help, I spilled Coke on my laptop!”